all stiff and knackered

Well bloggers, I have done my first one and a half hours execise today, and ache all over, but if i dont do it then i surely wont do it, i have to start and make myself do things, cos i dont like being lazy, but when you have a barking cough, its hard, cos your out of breath all the time.
My fiance is also helping me now, he keeps me motivated, plus done lots of receipes to freeze so just gotta cook them when i get in from work while i am exercising.

well at last i have found something i can do and acheive and put it my website, so hope all thats reading it, are enjoying it too, i would love your comments too, and how you are getting on with your journeys.

DAY ONE TOWARDS MY LITTLE GOAL

Well this is my first day towards acheiveing my goal by 10th October, I have been careful not to stuff myself with junk food or chocalate but, still tempted to have a bar while typing this thou I am just ignoring the signs, now got to exercise to start moving the flabby wobbly bits so they can start to shrink. I am hoping to lose two stone by xmas and say I did it this time.
I am going to do an hours exercising tomorrow and show my fiance that I will lose the flab and look sexy and toned not forgetting amazing that he will be proud of me.

my first goal

well my first goal is to lose half a stone by october 10th and i will be a happy chick, so now gotta get my mind in the same frame as my bloody wobbly body, all these gorgeous cream cakes, chocalate looking at me saying eat me you know you want too.
cos i used to hide chocalate and biscuits and eat them in the bedroom, kitchen, at work without my fiance knowing is something i have to get sorted, cos its not that good for me, but if i freeze my curly wurlys i dont fancy the other half cos it takes so damn long to bloody eat.
so guys this is going to be my first little goal to adchieve, if i do it then i can pat myself on the back and if i dont then i cant turn to my old habits cos i havent done it.

wish i had the will power

Well its been two days since i started this, and still finding it weird, putting into words how i am feeling or not whatever the case. I said to my other half last night that I cant wait to be slim and sexy, and have a healthy life and the reply I got from him knocked me for six, cos his reply was I cant wait either, so didnt know how to take that, so I repiled back with well I am going to start using my slimming world cookbooks and make my own takeaways so I know I will lose the weight but you can still have your takeaways as i wont stop you having them. I will prove to you that I will do it.
So now I am typing this then I am getting my books out to see what i can make and freeze so when i get in from work i can put in the oven while exercising, cos now i am even more determinded to shed the flab and lose the jelly belly.

first time

well this is first for me, i went to slimming world on and off for a year or two and kept leaving and going back, cos i thought that i could do it on my own, but i couldnt the weight kept pilling on, so decided to go back and this time i am determind to lose two stone by xmas, cos i have had a deal with my fiance james, that if i do it then he buys me a brand new outfit that i have shown him, but if i dont then i will have to buy him whtever he wants, so this is going to be my incentive to really focus on me.
I have to learn to love myself first and except praises from people, to achieve my goals.