my first goal

well my first goal is to lose half a stone by october 10th and i will be a happy chick, so now gotta get my mind in the same frame as my bloody wobbly body, all these gorgeous cream cakes, chocalate looking at me saying eat me you know you want too.
cos i used to hide chocalate and biscuits and eat them in the bedroom, kitchen, at work without my fiance knowing is something i have to get sorted, cos its not that good for me, but if i freeze my curly wurlys i dont fancy the other half cos it takes so damn long to bloody eat.
so guys this is going to be my first little goal to adchieve, if i do it then i can pat myself on the back and if i dont then i cant turn to my old habits cos i havent done it.

wish i had the will power

Well its been two days since i started this, and still finding it weird, putting into words how i am feeling or not whatever the case. I said to my other half last night that I cant wait to be slim and sexy, and have a healthy life and the reply I got from him knocked me for six, cos his reply was I cant wait either, so didnt know how to take that, so I repiled back with well I am going to start using my slimming world cookbooks and make my own takeaways so I know I will lose the weight but you can still have your takeaways as i wont stop you having them. I will prove to you that I will do it.
So now I am typing this then I am getting my books out to see what i can make and freeze so when i get in from work i can put in the oven while exercising, cos now i am even more determinded to shed the flab and lose the jelly belly.