Tuesday 11 December 2012

my journey to be slim: my first goal

my journey to be slim: my first goal: well my first goal is to lose half a stone by october 10th and i will be a happy chick, so now gotta get my mind in the same frame as my blo...

my journey to be slim: DAY ONE TOWARDS MY LITTLE GOAL

my journey to be slim: DAY ONE TOWARDS MY LITTLE GOAL: Well this is my first day towards acheiveing my goal by 10th October, I have been careful not to stuff myself with junk food or chocala...

my journey to be slim: all stiff and knackered

my journey to be slim: all stiff and knackered: Well bloggers, I have done my first one and a half hours execise today, and ache all over, but if i dont do it then i surely wont do it, i h...

my journey to be slim: on my way now

my journey to be slim: on my way now: well guys i havent been on here for a while, but been really busy at work, but now lost one and a half pounds of my 42 pounds target, made a...

my journey to be slim: oh knickers

my journey to be slim: oh knickers: well you guys, i havent been on here for a while cos i have been on shifts, and knackered all the time, my weight lost isnt going as planned...

my journey to be slim: oh dear

my journey to be slim: oh dear: Well my fellow bloggers, I know I havent kept up my blogging, but been at work, and its bloody busy and hard work, not that i am afraid of h...

my journey to be slim: xmas is here

my journey to be slim: xmas is here: well xmas is almost upon us, and i am struggling with my weight lost journey, i am putting weight on, cos this time of year aint good when u...

xmas is here

well xmas is almost upon us, and i am struggling with my weight lost journey, i am putting weight on, cos this time of year aint good when u lose ur job n struggling, so i eat anything i can get my hands on. i have been applying for jobs but no such luck, i have entered competions of the telly, but nothing, so i feel i am unlucky in everything.
i dont want xmas in my home this year cos i cant get my gorgeous fiance james all the things i wanted to get him, and vice versa. we have been together for nine and a half years now and taken what life throws at us, and yes we have had some very hard times, but had some good times but always stood by each other no matter what.
my life wasnt happy before i met james, my ex husband beat the crap out of me day in and day out, took my money, made me feel it was my fault not his. then one day i asked him why the beatings, he repiled cos i was pretty and didnt trust anyone with me. even thou he called me mrs blobby and no one would love me like he does. guess he was wrong, i found my perfect man in james.
even thou i am still struggling with my demons and my weight i know will lose my weight and believe in myself.
2013 is my year to find a new job, get myself out of debt, and be a size 10 to 12. i am determinded.
thank you everyone for reading my blogs.
hope you all have a great xmas and a happy new year

Friday 2 November 2012

oh dear

Well my fellow bloggers, I know I havent kept up my blogging, but been at work, and its bloody busy and hard work, not that i am afraid of hard work, its just the heavy lifting, its done my shoulder in. My weight lost diet to lose two stone by xmas is failing big style, I keep having biscuits and sweets and takeaways, so now i have to try and find another job so i can keep going to my swlimming world group as i need the support, anyone who is in the same boat and find it hard to lose weight and have an healthy and balanced lifestyle should join their nearest group cos they are good. and very friendly. and will support you.

well my fellow bloggers, if you read my blogs please give your comments either good or bad i will read them. see you all soon xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Saturday 20 October 2012

oh knickers

well you guys, i havent been on here for a while cos i have been on shifts, and knackered all the time, my weight lost isnt going as planned, i have gained weight again, i am back where i started 13st 3lb, gotta shift those nasty
 pounds, and get off my butt and exercise not keep saying i will tomorrow cos tomorrow never comes,
i havent exercised for nearly a month now, and ate lots of takeaways and had lots to drink and i aint a big drinker, so felt terrible last sunday 14th october, but had munchies all day, so didnt cook properly instead ate crap which isnt good for me.
so now i am going to lose two stones by xmas and buy my first little black dress, cos i have never felt sexy enough or pretty enough to wear lovely sexy clothes, i buy big baggy jumpers to hide my body, and jeans or leggings, cos i just feel fat and frumpy.

i would love to hear from anyone, and how their journey is going, cos together we can help each other and swap success or failure and encourage each other to be on  track. thank you for all the support and keep looking and reading my journey

Thursday 4 October 2012

on my way now

well guys i havent been on here for a while, but been really busy at work, but now lost one and a half pounds of my 42 pounds target, made a lovely meaty pasta meal.



put some pasta in a saucepan of boiling water a couple of handfuls for two people,

in another saucepan sray it with fry light and fry extra light mince beef, and onions, peppers, celery, broccoli and mushrooms fry until soft, and the beef is browned then add a tin of chopped tomatoes and stir thru the mince mixture then add some tomato puree and some herbs and garlic. when all bubbling then strain the pasta and add to the mince mixture.

stir thru and serve with garlic bread and a green salad. lovely.

enjoy

Sunday 23 September 2012

all stiff and knackered

Well bloggers, I have done my first one and a half hours execise today, and ache all over, but if i dont do it then i surely wont do it, i have to start and make myself do things, cos i dont like being lazy, but when you have a barking cough, its hard, cos your out of breath all the time.
My fiance is also helping me now, he keeps me motivated, plus done lots of receipes to freeze so just gotta cook them when i get in from work while i am exercising.

well at last i have found something i can do and acheive and put it my website, so hope all thats reading it, are enjoying it too, i would love your comments too, and how you are getting on with your journeys.

Saturday 22 September 2012

DAY ONE TOWARDS MY LITTLE GOAL






Well this is my first day towards acheiveing my goal by 10th October, I have been careful not to stuff myself with junk food or chocalate but, still tempted to have a bar while typing this thou I am just ignoring the signs, now got to exercise to start moving the flabby wobbly bits so they can start to shrink. I am hoping to lose two stone by xmas and say I did it this time.
I am going to do an hours exercising tomorrow and show my fiance that I will lose the flab and look sexy and toned not forgetting amazing that he will be proud of me.

Friday 21 September 2012

my first goal

well my first goal is to lose half a stone by october 10th and i will be a happy chick, so now gotta get my mind in the same frame as my bloody wobbly body, all these gorgeous cream cakes, chocalate looking at me saying eat me you know you want too.
cos i used to hide chocalate and biscuits and eat them in the bedroom, kitchen, at work without my fiance knowing is something i have to get sorted, cos its not that good for me, but if i freeze my curly wurlys i dont fancy the other half cos it takes so damn long to bloody eat.
so guys this is going to be my first little goal to adchieve, if i do it then i can pat myself on the back and if i dont then i cant turn to my old habits cos i havent done it.

wish i had the will power

Well its been two days since i started this, and still finding it weird, putting into words how i am feeling or not whatever the case. I said to my other half last night that I cant wait to be slim and sexy, and have a healthy life and the reply I got from him knocked me for six, cos his reply was I cant wait either, so didnt know how to take that, so I repiled back with well I am going to start using my slimming world cookbooks and make my own takeaways so I know I will lose the weight but you can still have your takeaways as i wont stop you having them. I will prove to you that I will do it.
So now I am typing this then I am getting my books out to see what i can make and freeze so when i get in from work i can put in the oven while exercising, cos now i am even more determinded to shed the flab and lose the jelly belly.

Wednesday 19 September 2012

first time

well this is first for me, i went to slimming world on and off for a year or two and kept leaving and going back, cos i thought that i could do it on my own, but i couldnt the weight kept pilling on, so decided to go back and this time i am determind to lose two stone by xmas, cos i have had a deal with my fiance james, that if i do it then he buys me a brand new outfit that i have shown him, but if i dont then i will have to buy him whtever he wants, so this is going to be my incentive to really focus on me.
I have to learn to love myself first and except praises from people, to achieve my goals.